Saturday, October 29, 2011
Hey gorgeous !
Amazingly tonight, i've managed to persuade myself into adding yet another post that i doubt anyone reads. But heck, that's the best part of it. The best part of being aware that people hardly ever read my blog, is being able to state whatever it is i have on my mind without being self-conscious. Being the type of person that i am, and if you know me well enough, im sure you'd agree to the fact that 'blogging', isnt really the type of activity that anyone would imagine me doing. Though, i am. Things are going well here in Klang. Much better than i expected. And it's only been less than a month. Hell, things are going so great, to the point where i'd say i'm thankful for what happened back in Puchong. Because of that oh so miniscule ember, everything is going utterly 'at best' for my family now. And i'd like to point out that family on my mothers side is getting closer with us by the passing of each day. It's a good environment to be in, to say the least. I've made new friends. The business seems to be growing. To state the truth, it's as if all of this were a part of a larger plan. As if it were all planned out by a higher being, for my family's sake. I cant say i've always been a believer of destiny. But in this case, i'd say that i do feel as if there were some interference. And i'm thankful for that. The only part i still do hate about moving here is the lack of greenery. When we first moved here, i was oh so worried about how my social life would turn out. Not that i have one, laugh now? But it seems that nothing much has changed since moving here. Sure, im missing alot of friends in Puchong, but somehow i can feel as if it's for the best. And here, i still do have friends. Whom are better influences on me, haha. But then again, i might be a bad influence on them, lol. But heck, things are great. I've been making new acquaintances everywhere, not only in Klang. But i must say that amongst these friends i've made, some mean alot more to me, and i cant be less grateful for the off-chance of meeting them :) . To sum it up, things are going great, and i am avoiding the topic of SPM. So, ciao haha. Thanks for reading, if you exist.
Monday, October 10, 2011
Panic! At the disco!
On most of my previous 'once-per-month' posts, you'd find that i tend to write up a small recap on everything that has been happening, before i start writing on more recent topics. But my problem with commitment seems to be growing, and i cant find myself able to commit into re-writing about everything that has happened. So, in other words, I'm trying to keep this short.
Things are going hard nowadays. And when i say 'nowadays', I'm referring to this past week, where half of our master bedroom went up in flames, and burnt to ashes. Fortunately there weren't many items worth losing in the room. My electronic drums did melt though, as well as the entire king-sized mattress being morphed to ash. Oh, and the ooze of air conditioner replaced the door to the toilet, which melted through. All in all, we didn't lose much in the form of items, but still, being tenants to a house on rent, as soon as the landlords find out about this, we're as good as monkeys with deforestation.
We're moving to Klang now, and truth be told, it's not among my favorites compared to all the other previous decisions that my parents have made. But i have to face the facts that this is (like it or not), our only choice; seeing as we have not the money or any means to rent another house, especially in Puchong. Fortunately my late grandfather on my mother's side, left us the house, in which we'll be moving to.
SPM is coming up around the corner, and because of this, i must be within Puchong for the next few months, until the exam rolls up. And seeing as this is the case, i'll be abiding at Azry's house for the next month or so, seperated from my family. But if it were only me that would be affected by this migration, i couldn't really care less. But the thing that seems to pick my ditch is the fact that Zach will be growing up in an environment that i would much disapprove. I'd much prefer him growing up in a more diverse environment, much like I did.
What was the cause of the fire you may ask? I'd prefer not to answer. Why? As much as it pains me not being able to point all my fingers on the pyro-bastard, it'll pain me even more to re-live the anger and utter hopelessness i feel, in the form of words. And as a human being, i'm trying to decrease this lust for vengeance. Who knows, maybe it'll bring me closer to god, if that is even possible, seeing as i've always felt close to god, though my beliefs might be different from the main.
To sum it all up, only God knows (Allahu A'lam) the utter anger i'm going though right now, though im trying not to show much. I'm trying not to be such an attention-seeking-bastard like some (LOL) . But yes, it's best to keep optimistic, and i am trying oh so hard. The words of everyone who texted/called/im-ed/fb-ed/bbm-ed me meant alot. Even if i didnt have much time to talk, even till now, i appreciate every bit of effort everyone has shown to keep me on my feet. Thanks :)
Things are going hard nowadays. And when i say 'nowadays', I'm referring to this past week, where half of our master bedroom went up in flames, and burnt to ashes. Fortunately there weren't many items worth losing in the room. My electronic drums did melt though, as well as the entire king-sized mattress being morphed to ash. Oh, and the ooze of air conditioner replaced the door to the toilet, which melted through. All in all, we didn't lose much in the form of items, but still, being tenants to a house on rent, as soon as the landlords find out about this, we're as good as monkeys with deforestation.
We're moving to Klang now, and truth be told, it's not among my favorites compared to all the other previous decisions that my parents have made. But i have to face the facts that this is (like it or not), our only choice; seeing as we have not the money or any means to rent another house, especially in Puchong. Fortunately my late grandfather on my mother's side, left us the house, in which we'll be moving to.
SPM is coming up around the corner, and because of this, i must be within Puchong for the next few months, until the exam rolls up. And seeing as this is the case, i'll be abiding at Azry's house for the next month or so, seperated from my family. But if it were only me that would be affected by this migration, i couldn't really care less. But the thing that seems to pick my ditch is the fact that Zach will be growing up in an environment that i would much disapprove. I'd much prefer him growing up in a more diverse environment, much like I did.
What was the cause of the fire you may ask? I'd prefer not to answer. Why? As much as it pains me not being able to point all my fingers on the pyro-bastard, it'll pain me even more to re-live the anger and utter hopelessness i feel, in the form of words. And as a human being, i'm trying to decrease this lust for vengeance. Who knows, maybe it'll bring me closer to god, if that is even possible, seeing as i've always felt close to god, though my beliefs might be different from the main.
To sum it all up, only God knows (Allahu A'lam) the utter anger i'm going though right now, though im trying not to show much. I'm trying not to be such an attention-seeking-bastard like some (LOL) . But yes, it's best to keep optimistic, and i am trying oh so hard. The words of everyone who texted/called/im-ed/fb-ed/bbm-ed me meant alot. Even if i didnt have much time to talk, even till now, i appreciate every bit of effort everyone has shown to keep me on my feet. Thanks :)
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